Medicine

Sometimes I think

That I am no one without my medicine

That no one wants to be near me

And I don't want anyone near me

Maybe if I took the medicine

I would be kind

I would be happy everytime

Just for the people

Just to please everyone

So I ask , without it

Without the medicine

Who I am?

Am I myself?

Am I true?

Am I who I want to be?

I want to be better

But I want to be independent

How do I do this, without any drugs?

Without the drugs they give me?

I don't want to restrain myself

I don't wanna to be their robot

How can I fight this?

Disappearing

3 anos
1095 dias
Adeus e Olá
Perdão e Amor
Raiva e Angustia
Raiva e Angustia
Batalhas per noites
Hesitações e calafrios
Pensamentos Transbordantes
Esconder Esconder Esconder Esconder
Encolher Encolher Encolher Encolher Encolher
Onde estou? O que eu estava fazendo?
Sinto me tão...Exausta...
Exaustão...Ofegante..
O que é isso?
Acho que...
Estou...
Sumindo.

What can I do? Can I run away? Please I want love, but not right now...so let me run to some place safe.

" I will always be here for you like you did for me, it's always like that between us."

"It's a promise. Seven years when I finish my college, and I'll go back to you and we will marry."